Talking to DT
stirred something up inside me. He reminded me so much of the person I was
before the whole L fiasco. But more
importantly, his questions brought me back to the struggles of my past. The past that I wanted to put long behind me
and forget. And I almost completely
did.
I have been so
focused on moving on and going forward, that I forgot how far I have come. How much I have conquered and how quickly I
had gotten past all the disappointments.
I have always
understood the concept of going through struggle in order to shape me into a better person. And I always take those experiences as life
lessons.
I have always known
to set goals and focus on achieving them, but this time around I was having
trouble getting myself to sit down and set a goal. Not even a goal for the
day.
Funny
how one 90 minute conversation can turn my spirits around. Make such a deep
impact and inspire me to do what I've been trying to do for months....MOVE ON!
This experience
alone also reminded me that life really is about timing. I have never felt so
connected to the universe and to God. I
always heard that God already has the right people lined up, all you have to do
is get in agreement with God.
The
Fear, Hurt, Disappointment and Emptiness that once filled my heart has now been
replaced by Joy, Hope, Faith and Love :)
